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Just What I Want To Say
05:11
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Oh there’s this guy
That’s just so right
Every time he’ll smile
I'll think about it for awhile
Can I go over and talk to you
Is that something you want me to do
Cause every little glance in my direction
Sparks a sad and crazy mental distinction
And I’m falling insane everyday
I’m really, really not okay
Cause you are hurting my heart
Don’t know how I let this start
Everything you say to me or do
Forces me up at night thinking of you
So I’ll stare at your name it’s on my phone
Till I know when I want my feelings known
Oh there’s this guy
And he makes me cry
every single conversation leaves wondering
Is this more than just my own little fling
Because I want to know
Where this will go
Cause every little glance in my direction
Sparks a sad and crazy mental distinction
And I’m falling insane today
I’m really not okay
You’re the exact thing I’ve been looking for
Even if it might not work I’ll take the pain to endure
Cause you are hurting my heart
Don’t know how I let this start
Everything you say to me or do
Forces me up at night thinking of you
So I’ll stare at your name it’s on my phone
Till I know when I want my feelings known
So I’ll cry everyday…
Until I know..
Oh but I know…
Just what I want to say...
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chEeRLeAdeR
02:50
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Dancing around my room blasting songs
Feeling a burst of joy off and then on
It’s time to be cheerful
It’s the morning ritual
On the ground, I get a glance at my clothes
Dirty laundry is collecting, filling up my floors
It time to clean up
It’s not even 5 O’clock
She’s so cheerful, every morning it seems
And I’m so difficult, piles of baggage I bring
She’s got a pretty face, no matter how hard she won’t try
And I’m an acquired taste, but I am still getting by
Inevitably you’ll choose this cheerleader
Because you’re seeming like you like her
Leading your joy as you’ve never had before
And I’ll admit it getting really hard to hate her
This is sounding like so desperate plea
For something that isn’t my romance story
It’s been time to go
It’s what we all know
Now you’re hanging with her more now
Our never-past friendship feelings are clouds
It’s been in your mind
It’s what you didn’t decide
She’s so cheerful, every morning it seems
And I’m so difficult, piles of baggage I bring
She’s got a pretty face, no matter how hard she won’t try
And I’m an acquired taste, but I am still getting by
Inevitably you’ll choose this cheerleader
Because you’re seeming like you like her
Leading your joy as you’ve never had before
And I’ll admit it getting really hard to hate her
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3. |
I'm All Alone With You
03:44
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I’m sick if this
I’m so sick of this
I want no more
Fucking torn
I don’t wanna be here
It’s only thing clear
I don’t like it at all
I constantly fall
And why
Oh why
Do I keep falling
Why
Oh why
Am I the only one falling… A
I can’t stay here
I have too much fear
I don’t wanna see
I don’t wanna be
Here I’ll die
Forever cry
What do I do
Falling blue
And why
Oh why
Do I keep falling
Why
Oh why
Am I the only one falling…
And why
Oh why
Do I keep falling
Why
Oh why
Am I the only one falling…
Am I the only one falling
Am I the only one falling
I’m all alone
I’m all alone
I’m the only one falling, with you
I’m the only one falling in love with you
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4. |
Something You Could Save
03:00
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What do you see, when you look at me
If I manage a smile, could you stick around awhile
You and I do agree, and so I give you this plea
Let’s go and walk a mile, can get me to smile
What’s behind your eyes, do you see what I despise
Because with you, there’s nothing but you
Your smile is a prize, and I let down my disguise
The things that you do, and my thoughts that you knew
What are you thinking?
Can you keep me from sinking?
Just a stare behind your eyes
I can’t tell if you feel otherwise
Please come around and wave
My heart is something you could save
Something you could save
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5. |
Everyone Has Your Car
03:24
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I’m driving around more often now,
May have no money but I can’t be home
I just like to go and sing all around,
Blasting my stereo, screaming as I roam.
I hate that white shiny color
It’s everywhere I go, I can never go far
Everyone has your f*cking car
And I don’t even know where it is you are
D, F#m, C#m
Why does everyone have your car?
I don’t want you in my brain but you still are
Because everyone has your car
And when I’m driving to get you off my mind
I start wishing that I was just blind
And no matter how much I don’t want you
Your car driving all around me makes me think I still do
I’m shutting and walking out my car door,
Parked on a random street somewhere.
Don’t really know where I am but it’s far,
From home and where I don’t have to care.
I hate that white shiny color
It’s everywhere I go, I can never go far
Everyone has your f*cking car
And I don’t even know where it is you are
Why does everyone have your car?
I don’t want you in my brain but you still are
Because everyone has your car
And when I’m driving to get you off my mind
I start wishing that I was just blind
And no matter how much I don’t want you
Your car driving all around me makes me think I still do
And everyone has your f*cking car
But I don't want you anymore
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6. |
Feather
03:23
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Thinking of us together
Makes me a lost feather
Heading for the ground
Hearing only one sound
Waiting to be caught
I’m so distraught
He’s the sound
Making me spin around
So please
Catch me
I’ll drop to me knees
And i'll fall down anyway
But I hope you catch me
At the end of my day
Wondering if and when I’ll reach
Push air to fall beneath
Wishing you’d catch me
And I’ll be free
But I need to draw more attention
To make sure you’re the one catching
Because it only you I want
You're consuming all of my thoughts
So please
Catch me
I’ll drop to me knees
And i'll fall down anyway
But I hope you catch me
At the end of my day
Now I’m lost floating in the wind
Here I am in this unnatural spin
I’m almost on the grass
About to hit my ass
You’re nowhere below
So i guess I know
That it isn’t true
And what thought wasn’t something I knew
So please
Catch me
I’ll drop to me knees
And i'll fall down anyway
But I hope you catch me
At the end of my day
I’m losing my mind…
Can’t believe you’re still in my eye…
Why do you have to keep gazing…
It makes my mind’s hell begin raising...
Because it may be platonic…
But to me it feels so electronic...
So please
Catch me
I’ll drop to me knees
And i'll fall down anyway
But I hope you catch me
At the end of my day
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7. |
And I'm Really Not
03:43
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Hey I think that you’re so cool
I really do know that I like you
But I’m pretty sure it’s not going to happen
I don’t think this is something to get past
Everyone’s saying my feelings won’t last
But they have for years and I don’t believe they’ll disappear
Hey what’s that your looking at
Because it’s something I want to have
But I know that I’ll never get it for you
And you’ll remain implanted into my mind
Day and night thoughts of you I find
Because you’re more than I could ever want
But I know that you’re off to do a lot,
and I’m really not
I may be smart I high school
But in the real world IDK what to do
Because I have no clue what I really want
I could go for something that makes
A lot of money, because of the sakes
The world has that I need to meet so badly
But I’m so exhausted from these years
I lost motivation for things that I once cared
About and now a future of nonsensical doubt
Now I’m terrified for my life to begin
Got nothing planned and only one passion
An impossible dream I could chase forever
Make no money and we’re definitely not together
And you’ll remain implanted into my mind
Day and night thoughts of you I find
Because you’re more than I could ever want
But I know that you're off to do a lot
and I’m really not
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8. |
Blurs and Blurs
04:45
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Inspiration to write has been coming more and more often
Every time I pick up my guitar there are more words to be spoken
So much to write and sing about in each passing day
Love to see how my writing forms in brand new ways
It’s rare my song turn out any good if it’s solely about you
So instead it gets deleted cause I don’t know what else to do
My mind is such a blur every time it thinks about you
So if anyone could just tell me what exactly I’m supposed to do
I just wanna explain what’s going on in my brain
But I can’t say anything at all, cause I cannot think
It’s just blurs and blurs of you
I can’t, decide what to do
Maybe if I could just say the smallest and the little things
Like the way you smile whenever I laugh, and the joy that it brings
And where’s the day when I stop being so stupid and scared
Because if I look back in my brain you’ve been stuck in there
It’s rare my songs turn out any good if it’s solely about you
So instead they get deleted because I don’t know what else to do
My mind is such a blur every time it thinks about it you
So if anyone could just tell me what exactly I’m supposed to do
I just wanna explain what’s going on in my brain
But I can’t say anything at all, cause I cannot think
It’s just blurs and blurs of you
I can’t, decide what to do
When it’s just blurs of you...
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